I'm so nervous that my exam is coming closer.
It's this sunday!!!
It's only one exam, for entering to a university.We all study for that. An exam that takes 3 hours 15 minutes... We postpone our lives one year for an exam that takes 3 hours 15 minutes , and if we fail, we got nothing..
It's win or lose not how you play the game...
There is a lot of problem in my country. Education Systm Problem is one of the most important one. Education is the root of development so it's normal to have another problems. If we solve that problem first, we will find power to solve another ones.
THEY THINK 3 HOUR IS DETERMINIG TO SEE OUR SUCCESS!!!
Is it fair? I'm clever but if i don't know equation of ''cosx + sinx - 2sinx...''
or other stupid things and formuls like that... Is that shows I'm stupid ?
I can find quick solutions for problems that i fact in life.
I can draw nice pictures.
I can sing beautiful.
I can play violin and piano and guitar.
I can do different things with my stuff, i can decorate them.
I can do different desings with everything.
I can do photoshop, different designs with photos.
I can make gifs.
I can write poems, short stories.
So should i still know the things that ''I have to know'' for this exam..?
Answer is ''yes''...
It isn't important for this sytem, your talents, your head piece...
And I'm in it, I have to be in this system..
and 2 days after, I'll sit in a desk and they'll give me a booklet...
and after 3 hours 15 minutes I'll be over or on top..
Thats it..
Thats all..
That's the destiniy that they think we deserve..


And I miss you all my friends.I'll be back and I hope I won't fail. Wish me luck.I'll need this...

Love you all...
Hope to See you soon...