*Sigh* Another day down the drain. Spent like, an hour at the library and my mind wandered as soon as I got to the first page as usual.. Can't help thinking to myself, "Who am I kidding..ME a college student?" You see, academics has never been my thing (Then again, I'm yet to discover what I'm good at). I have never liked reading, always to lazy to do assignments, and always look for flaws in the teachers rather than listening to them. Heck, the only subject that I've showed interest in was highschool Biology which i sucked in the finals anyway.

  I keep saying to myself that I shouldn't waste anymore time and get a job. But what sort of job can an unqualified, underskilled, and inexperienced joe like myself have? And there's always the commitment part.. Having to show up with a clean uniform with a fake smile on my face everday is a bit much to bear. What's more is that I have changed college courses twice already and my dad is really counting on me to pass this time.

  They say that patience and perseverence will get you places. Unfortunately I have never had enough strength or willpower to make any significant changes.